Beyond the flat.

Sometimes, I just want to disappear. You know, just grab a camera, passport, cash, clothes, a backpack and my phone, just disappear. Buy some plane tickets to where no one can find me (unless I want them too), get a local pre-paid phone and give the number only to people I want to find me. Just drop everything and disappear.

Do you know how amazing that would be? Not having a care in the world, doing what you want and what you like. Seeing the world's most majestic things, wackiest things. Maybe even give myself a fake identity. I could be ANYONE. Alright, so you know what? Im going to go to my facebook friends list, close my eyes and pick 2 random names. Ill use their first and last names (ill pick again if the first name belongs to a guy).

Here goes. My fake identity name is.... *drum rolls*.... VIVIAN KOH! Taken from "Chua Wan Ting Vivian" and "Daphne Koh.". I swear I did not cheat. If I did, I'd rather come up with whacky weirdo names like "Ray Oh Sunshine". Sunshine would me my "chinese name" although i got to  find away to become chinese-ish I could tell everyone my age was 21, so they won't assume I'm a lost kid and send me to the police station. I would tell them I'm from Singapore and having a backpack trip around the world to meet new people and that I was studying in the UK. Id tell them I lived in London (unless I really was in London then I'm studying in Chicago, USA) I'd be studying Anthropology in Brunel University (London). Or else, Visual Communications in Loyola University (Chicago). If anyone asks me how the college is like or that they're from there too, I'll either wing it or RUN. If they asked for my number or something stupid like that, I'll give them a fake one. OR, I would just give them some other random creeper's number I picked up. Yeah, that would be hilarious.

Sigh.. if only i could just disappear. Even if for a week. It would be amazing. Just forgetting all about my responsibilities here in Singapore. Exams, projects, chores, my mom.. EVERYTHING. Maybe I'd fly to Wyoming, meet Nick and maybe he'll teach me how to operate a handgun (sounds fun actually) and we could drive to some random state and escape everything together. Just the two of us roasting marshmallows laughing, dancing, exploring and God watching over us. Perfect.

P.S: I forgot one other item to bring. A sleeping bag! Just in case.