WE ARE CRAZY AWESOME!!

Hahah!! Was in a crazy random mood as usual and chattin with the best "aunt" i have (: Well, best unbilogical aunt at least (: Btw, Blob is another friend of mine. I gave him that nickmae cos he called he fluffy, and cos that was the first word i used to descibe him when i was looking for both of them from the control station at City Hall (: hHAHA!! :D I love times like these (:

ooh!! theres more now!! Check it out ---> hahah!! explanations after the screenshots, so no worries ^^

Explanation: 

I reblogged on tumblr a series of Vans shoes, and i commented "DIBS ON GREEN! :D" Eefarh saw it, and immediately told me...well, u read it (: (too lazy to type it out). So anyways, then I realized that Blob was green, Blob calls her pink and fluffy and being an alien-avatar and the self-proclaimed "princess" in the "family"  (im the crazy, rude 5yr old grandaughter that gets...EVERYTHING my way.- not really) XD, its natural i get blue. Then the dancing on rainbows portion? Well, Eefarh shared on her facebook a song in youtube....

Well, here it is (: hear it for yourself ;D

HAHAH!! I love how CRAZY AWESOME we are (: Btw, Since im 5, this is my favourite song now (:

Looking around.

I went Tumblr ealier and the first post that appeared in my dashboard there, was this picture. Honestly, its not helping to go tumblr and see quotations, songs, pictures, photos simillar to what i am going through. However, my 13 hour nap and endless of prayers to get over him did help (: Ok, 12hrs 44 mins to be exact. I took the advice of a good friend that cared. (:

I dont love it cos its so well painted. I love how it portrays friendship. Even though some of me and my friends are WORLDS apart, we never fail to connect. I seem to come from Mars, and they from Pluto, but the fine line of friendship still holds us <3

Alright. So for my day. Not sure if itll be a long post this time or not, considering that I didnt have a very long day. 

I bussed to Clementi for math tuition and guess what. I missed the stop at Burgundy Hill because some old, fat, overly revealing, orange-lipped, badly-dyed-magenta-flat-haired, floral-fashion-disaster, wrinkly-polked 50 something lady boarded the bus from that same stop and blocked me before i could go out and squished me like a little cockroach against the glass window with her hunormous fat thighs.Yes, i sound rude, but this is a vivid description of her to show yo how much i suffeed through the next 5 mins till i reached the next stop. Having oxygen cut off from you for 5 mins is sooo not cool.

Well, the next stop is amongst all the office-buildings and factories. Basically deserted on weekends. I felt so out of place being a 15-yr-old teenager in such a deserted area. I felt like someone was waiting in some bush to rob me or kidnap me. Whatever. Finally 106 came, i took it to Clementi Stn then changed to 189. The bus ride was pretty boring. 

In tuition, I sat next to this dude and his friend cos we were all doing the same topic and stuff so then i overheard their conversation, and hes from Singapore Sports School. I was kinda thinking in my head, NO WAY! Well mainly that reaction cos he doesnt look like a sportsman to me. Btw, their school bags ae sponsored by ADIDAS and eveyone has their name imprinted on it. WOW. Mr Vasu, may we pretty-please have our bags sponsored by Nike? 

Took bus 282 to the interchange and i dozed off on the bus and i just knocked out. The bus driver had to wake me up and his buddy and him were laughing at me. It was pretty stupid though. I remember writing compositions like someone sleeping in the bus and the bus driver having to wake them up and they feel so embarassed after that in primary school. Well, i didnt feel embarased for one, and i didnt miss my stop since i was going to the intercange (which is the last stop anyways) so from there i went to chinese tuition and now im wating away my life singing random kids songs (thanks to the lovely birthday party downstairs) and blogging xD

Btw, Eefarh said that i should join in the party. My mental age make it legit for me to be granted admission. Hmm...just gotta look fo somesoft toy to give the kid, steal some cake and play freeze'n'tag with some 6 yr olds!! :D OH YEAH!~

Yes, i drew this. Well, its for international friendship day. My class got Australia as our decor theme and since Ren was in charge, i decided to help a little by doing this up (: Digg it? or not diggin it? :D

Do tell (: Leave me your comments on how you think i can improve it. Thank youuuu!! 

Envisioned.

I feel so good after a nice hour-long shower. I know im supposed to enjoy this much cos i gotta get down to studying, and im serious. For some reason, i lost all drive to work really hard and achieve my goals.

Wait, what goals? You mean that blurry thing in the distance that seems so bright and prosperous? Oh, it still exsits. Well, it most probably isnt mine then. 

This entire post may sound pessimistic, but honestly its not. Its kind of like....reverse psychology. The more people say im useless the more i wanna prove them wrong? Yepps. I wanna prove myself wrong. Of course i have legit goals. One of which is to major in litreature in theatrical arts and drama. I might decide to go to La Salle or SOTA for that, or if i decide to pick up a challenge, junior college. I wouldnt mind working in the Royal Shakespearean Company (RSC) anyways. They are pretty cool AND funny.

Well, ok, back to intense revisions. I HAVE to do well for Social Studies and English. They are one of my strongest subjects and the papers im taking tomorrow. 

All the best Cheryl! <3

P.S- Dont worry too much. God will worry for you!! He has the best plan and He knows whos best for you <33

Hollywood.

I can describe my life in one word. Hollywood. Yepp, its full of conspiracies and lies and deciet, but love care and kindness all at the same time. So who or what am I in Hollywood? Well, Hollywood itself. I am the entire place. Everyday i would watch people bustle in and bustle out and it all happens in a flash. Pun intended.

Then what does everything going on in Hollywood represent? My emotions, days, memories and what-not. We have the comedies, the sappy love movies, great music videos, sitcoms. On the othe hand, we have your oeras, dramas, competitions, etc etc. Have i learnt to dealt with it? Of course not. Im falling apart.

One day, some of those cameras and heavy studio lighting will blow me u and set me on fire. A fire so outrageous, nobody will even remember i existed. That is pretty scary. Well, i wont die literally, but whatever left roaming around my heart will b burnt to ashes and ill be emotionless, cold, heartless person.

I miss the people that left my life, and i doubt the new ones that come in. Everytime a person leaves, i trust the world less.

MID YEARS ARE HERE!!!

Artist: Cheryl Ng.

Model: Eefarh Zeiuh.

Alrights, so midyears is like tomorrow, and oh gosh, what in the WORLD am i doing here?! Wadevs. Anws, just a short explanation to the drawing, (medium: colour pencil). The books represents the things i ave to study for, the single usb cable shows how im still so int uned in my cyber-life while im trying to reach out, hopefully to grab a thing called hope. The hand is dull cos i seem to fading into the backgroud while my books seem to be of more importance than i am. 

By the way, the books are the pile of books and files emptied from the class upboad and Khad was trying to arrange them (: 

P.S  I dont like Chad anymore. We just dont seem to clique anymore. Evangelyn, realixing that he and i are just friends, had also simmered down and both of us had a pretty cool conversation together (: Things ae starting to seem better (: 

Oh yes, and choirs got a bronze good job peeps!! :D

BYE PEEPO!! <3

Allergies.

Well, i know idont update this much anymore, but this is deffo worth blogging about.

So when GK, the friendless kid in class asked to tag along with me and Ren for recess, we said alrights, however, also informing her that Khad, the girl she has lots of negativity towards, was joining us too. Well, DEFINITELY she was upset about it and she scornfully said "OH, you mean the one who is allergic to Indians?" (GK is an Indian). Well, i snapped. That was soooo annoying. Didnt know what happened, but Khad ended up sitting with Mel, Oliv, Deva, Sandy + the so-called-gay gang. I was secretly hoping shed join me and Ren as promised, but GK came along anws. Immediately hen we sat at our favourite seat, third green table, next to the pillar, and GK followed along, "swallowing her pride". I siad it real loud "IM ALLERGIC TO IDIOTS!" She didnt get that i was referring to her tho. Ren caught it almost instantly and cracked up XD Shall end it here (:
Byee :D

Edit: Btw, we all dislike her, and shes and outcast cos shes a stuck up, overly paranoid kid. Seesh. GK, u aint that high-end.

P.S: Irony that Sandy and Deva were indians. Hmm... XDD

Whats the first thing you do when u wake up in the morning? (:

Whats the first thing you do when u wake up in the morning? (:

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