Envisioned.

I feel so good after a nice hour-long shower. I know im supposed to enjoy this much cos i gotta get down to studying, and im serious. For some reason, i lost all drive to work really hard and achieve my goals.

Wait, what goals? You mean that blurry thing in the distance that seems so bright and prosperous? Oh, it still exsits. Well, it most probably isnt mine then. 

This entire post may sound pessimistic, but honestly its not. Its kind of like....reverse psychology. The more people say im useless the more i wanna prove them wrong? Yepps. I wanna prove myself wrong. Of course i have legit goals. One of which is to major in litreature in theatrical arts and drama. I might decide to go to La Salle or SOTA for that, or if i decide to pick up a challenge, junior college. I wouldnt mind working in the Royal Shakespearean Company (RSC) anyways. They are pretty cool AND funny.

Well, ok, back to intense revisions. I HAVE to do well for Social Studies and English. They are one of my strongest subjects and the papers im taking tomorrow. 

All the best Cheryl! <3

P.S- Dont worry too much. God will worry for you!! He has the best plan and He knows whos best for you <33